whatever
At what point did your belief become sacrosanct and suddenly put on a pedastal and cannot be quesitoned?
If you believe a giant bunny rabbit comes every year and drops chocolate eggs in the field - in my opinion you;re an idiot. If you believe that fairies exist, or unicorns, or santa clause or that you should live your life based on what some sweaty son of a donkey salesman said 2000 years ago - you're still in idiot.
If you like to believe in some big floating head in the sky and that he thinks you're very special and that when you die everything is in fact going to be ok and you're going to sit on a big floaty cloud with kittens - then all power to you - i hope it helps you sleep at night, but you're still an idiot - with a metaphorical blanky.
Please go back to wasting what precious time you have left before you depart this life - and spend your time feeling warm and fuzzy inside instead of actually trying to advance the human race and live up to the ideals that the rambling fisherman from 2000 years ago actually might appreciate if he hadnt been mentally deranged with a god complex.