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Man. Enough drugs for a major party, or, maybe just enough to keep going for a day or 2 to a major fiend.
This sounds like compulsion, not indulgence.
This guy needs to slow up (or stop) or he's going to burn out physically (and mentally).
He's stuck in groundhog day. I bet he couldn't help himself (or not help himself).
Biting the hand that feeds IT
